About
The Basics: safety, security, and physical health and well-being.
This is my imperfect attempt to manage my basics and work my way through whatever is preventing me from “following my meal plan and stopping the wacky behaviors.”
I am more than my disease, but this blog will primarily serve as my place to process my journey through the darkness of depression and disordered eating.
I may find recovery along the way, but I would settle for understanding. Understanding why I have this disease. Understanding why I hate myself. Understanding why it is so hard for me to use my voice instead of my body.
Of course I will attempt to do all of this while keeping one foot on the carpet.
Kyla said
sounds like some great goals
doesn't matter said
There is a difference in using your voice and putting inappropriate and inaccurate info on the internet about you and your family. If journaling is necessary, journaling on paper would be better. I am upset and very disturbed by the comments in this blog and want it removed from the internet because any one can read this and there is alot of comments in this blog that the whole world doesn’t need to know about. It is an invasion of certain people’s privacy. You need to get a grip, recent events should have made you realize life is to short, it could end at any minute. Get over the pity party and enjoy life. Stop trying to figure out what miserable “disorder ” or problem you can come up with next for attention and start enjoying life.